hrms. my mid years aint good. english c5. chinese a1. emaths a1. amaths b4. chemistry b3. physics d7. combined humans d7. geography b4. L1R4 fourteen. L1R5 eighteen. its hard to qualify fer that particular jc. i jex have to work harder. besides, chinese Os is around the corner. jex a week fer me to catch up. wish me luckk. (:

saw someone whom i lost contact with. she treated me coffee bean drink. she's the manager there and its like..i cant recognise her. yeapps. got her contact number. she's someone who looks after me since young and she's someone whos like my childhood friend. i admire her though. she's been through many obstacles in life. i think it reflects me. hmms. gonna catch up with her one day. i think thats the only happy thing happened to me today.

everything's really screwed. im really going to lose control of myself. i dare not confide in anyone. i dare not tell. i dare not ask. i did nothing. but im prayinn. seriously i dont know what im saying right now. >.< i think i'll update next time.